My blogging has truly fell to the waste side hasn't it? I can't use the excuse that nothing is really going on so I have nothing new to really say. Maybe what may be more appropriate to write is nothing new is going on and yet everything is happening and I don't know where to start.
My life is pretty chaotic right now. No, it's not the kids, I would welcome normal chaotic anytime right now.
Time is ticking, and we are at a standstill, ENOUGH of the dramatic one liners.... what in the world is going on with you???
House is up for sale- keeping a spotless house is exhausting and I feel so lazy even writing this, I hope you ladies know what I mean. A tidy house I am all for, a spotless house is for the birds. I won't let the kids eat in the house for snacks, every morning I go from room to room making it look like we don't really live here.
Taps wiped down, every piece of laminate is swept, dished done and kitchen sparkling before 10am. Having to have your home ready and available for viewing anytime is brutal.
The other morning I took all three kids to the dentist, arrived back home just before 11am. Made Noah a lunch, rushed him to school, came back gave Samara a bottle for her nap, just sat down for a cup of Joe when the phone rings. Of course I can't find the phone because it's cordless and it's hidden in the toy box. Well guess who it was our realtor who left a message telling me she would be bringing people by in less then 1/2 hour. I honestly threw up in my mouth a little. (this isn't happening...) Luckily my husband got a hold of her and said it wouldn't be available for a few hours. My house was a mess, it gets messy so quickly and my whole morning was spent out of the house... anyway that is some of the chaos I am talking about.
We have been working on buying our own pharmacy. I am NOT cut for these kind of negotiations, for the emotional roller coaster that this whole experience has brought to our life.
One day it looks like a sure thing, maybe the next day (who am I kidding it has changed hourly sometimes) everything has changed. It's draining. We are impatient with the children. We are stressed, we don't have a clue where we are going to move to this summer. We aren't sleeping much...blah, blah you all get the picture. I'm venting....
So with all this going on my mind has been other places. Once things become normal again in my life I am hoping to get back to blogging more. I am keeping up with all of you though, I ready your blogs I just don't always comment.
Hope your Spring is going well.....